December 06, 2010

Dazed and Confused




Ok -
so yes.....
this is London's 6th grade school picture.
Jay and Shari? Where are you when I need you?

This is what her pictures look like every year.
She has this phobia about smiling.
Doesn't seem to know HOW to smile anymore.

You'd think her parents were avid photographers or something
who made her pose constantly.
This is SO not true.
But -
even with practicing at home, we cannot get it right.

Actually, this is what I feel like most days.
London has completely captured my feelings and expression down perfectly.
Most days, I feel like I am overwhelmed by time.
Time is not my friend.
Time ticks away and NEVER thinks of me.
There is never enough time for me in a day
and I hate it.
Most of the time, I cannot believe the work day is over and it is time to start dinner.
Then without remorse, time moves relentlessly into evening time.
And then the day is over.
Sigh.......

What is the answer for this?
Anyone know?
Because I NEED more time.

Barbi has my name for Christmas.
Barbi - I want time.
Find it for me and buy it.
I don't care how much it costs.

I can't wait to unwrap my precious time on Christmas morning.